Nausicaa
Jack spent every trade in the city,
Drew deep the coffers of weak
And worn men, to find her.
The morning grass was wet as union dues
Sliding between the fingers
Of oily figures in a shadowy hall.
But if they squeaked at all in this
Ravenous hunt for life,
It was no longer Jack’s axle grinding.
Yet all the rotations of a hundred
Men, torn away from demolition,
Plumbing, or the stillness of a carpenter’s bench,
Brought back no child.
Every box, back room, or hall
Where the billiards spun late into the night,
Was overturned, and turned nothing over.
What was Jack to say when the house sold,
And the heavy, silent toughs
Descended upon a motel at the rim of the city?
It had been a shield against any news,
Cold as steel and weathered,
But now a prison of grief and loss.
On the bed, head bowed and hand
Shaking the ice-cubes to a dull clank,
He drank and let his jaw slack.
The tongue suspended in disbelief,
And eyes a haze of madness and rich memory,
Unseeing as the door creaked
And a gun calmly walked into the room.
Piercing as Athena’s gaze,
Past whisky, sorrow, and the maze of the mind,
The sudden chill of unfamiliar hope:
The child, in the arms of an officer,
Breathing in sunlight from the door.